Category Archives: Thoughts of the day

Question !

What about starting a REAL blog with my friend ? any ideas on how we could promote it ?
Any clue of what people would want to know ? to watch ?

We were thinking about vlogging too and we’re just throwing the ideas out i guess.

any suggestions or ideas would be good ! Thanks 🙂

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A girl can dream

Here I am writing a small post instead of studying.
Procrastination at its best.

It just happened that I started thinking about my life and I am realizing that my feelings might slowly re-appearing. Not towards someone in particular but in general.

What do I mean by that ? I’m startig to care about if someone gets mad at me.
I’m starting to want to see someone becoming maybe more than a casual encounter. I’m starting to act nicely towards people.

I guess those are stuffs that normal people face e everyday but I’m usually the kind of person hard headed that’s too afraid to involve any kind of feelings in any kind of relationship. Wether it’s friendship or just encounter.

Here, this it it.

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No good without bad

I almost forgot to wish myself happy birthday.

As today was passing by, I had exiting news. I was even LOVING MY LIFE.

This whole week was awesome and I haven’t been that bubbly for a long time.

& of course, something bad had to happen.

 

I knew that weird feeling I had today in the bus would be bad news.

This sensation of having my finger cut was really unpleasant. I thought I was making up ideas and everything.

Turns out one little thing can totally crash my mood.

I get emotional over nothing serious… And that’s probably why I block every kind of feelings I would have towards someone.

How could anyone like me if I can’t even like myself ?

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Monday, february 18th 2013 – No direction

Just about the moment I was going to describe my day as a failure, something out of the blue came out.
Turns out when I was thinking about letting all my hopes of getting implicated in any student activities, some other opportunities came up.

I’m actually really glad to have met some people that wants to get into this world as much as I do.

After my session with my orientation counsellor, all I figure out was that I had no clue where I was heading to in my studies.

Turns out I pretty much like everything.
I can say that I love management and she will ask me why and I can give all the reasons why I should be studying in Management.
I could say I love Marketing and give out all the reasons why I should be opting for that field instead.
My problem is that I’m not someone that has a precise opinion.

I mostly follow the “trend” as we could say.
I know I want to be successful in what I will achieve later on, no matter what I will be doing.
The only thing is that I have no clue what I’m good at .

This might seems like I’m degrading myself like my friend tells me…but from my point of view, I think of it much more as how lost I am.

direction

Any clue how I could figure out myself ?

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Someday you’ll miss her like she missed you. Someday you’ll need her like she needed you. Someday you’ll love her and she won’t love you.

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Lazy as fck

So recently i’ve been very but very lazy. Haven’t done any school work.
Have been skipping classes
Haven’t really been to work..
All this because i’m either a really lazy fcking person or its because I’m sick and its draining all my energy. Especially when im trying to breath.

Basically, every 2-3 months I get sick (not literally this time) of everything i my life…. I don’t know if it’s a syndrome of depression but whatsoever..

So ive been thinking a lot about how nothing in my life has changed.

Im gonna be 22 years old soon and I still haven’t been in any kind of relationship.

I’m in university but I still haven’t figure out what field I should be studying in. (if its still not too late).

I’m suppose to be move out this summer but still wasn’t able to save up $.

Still have nothing in my saving account.

Still fat as fck.

Still not likable.

Welll . Here goes many years of my life wasted on nothing !

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:)

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And in january :

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117th Post

Writing is the only profession where no one considers you ridiculous if you earn no money.
Jules Renard

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Time flies

You never know what could happen tomorrow or the day after.
It’s crazy how we spend most of our time procrastinating and thinking about the future…
But what if you didn’t get to live that long ?

Although it’s difficult today to see beyond the sorrow, may looking back in memory help comfort you tomorrow

I am out of inspiration

Strangely, I feel like I have nothing to post….Although so much stuff happened since my last post.